81 year Elderly Woman Raped by 22 Year Old Boy

Last Week; My grandmother aged 81yrs was brutally raped by a very young 22 yr old boy at Kerala; India. By Gods grace and power she overcame death and was hospitalized. The FIR was filed and case investigation is progressing now.
Till yesterday what I was watching in the news horrific incidents like 5mnth baby rape; school girl rape; gang rape; celebrity rape..all this was a news only. But when it reached our own home premises we felt the deadly pain and the agony of it breaking our hearts and our eyes in tears.Our family couldn't sleep for many nights at the very thought our dearest grandma being raped that too she being a virgin.(She is my mothers sister. My mothers mother died at an early age so she is like an own mother to my mom!) Can you beleive your ears that tomorrow this plight can occur at your doorstep. The new generation doesn't fear the Lord. Either they are unaware or they are doing it purposely. God has given visions of the hell and its fires to many of our saints including Saint Faustina.There you cry and repent you will not get ANY help. It's here in this EARTH that  you should cry & repent then only the doors of heaven will be open to you after your departure.
Well!  In my childhood days I studied one year at a boarding school lead by catholic sisters. The way they trained us were harsh of course. I was 6 yrs old but we used to recite the entire rosary on our knees . It was very strict. We said prayers before meals; after meals; before sleep etc what not almost in 24/7 there were prayers in every section of our daily routine. But this training inscribed in our hearts we have to fear the Lord and pray. What's happening in our homes today?!
We can understand the fact that the job times are different for the spouses. They cannot find time to pray together. Atleast before you go to sleep can't the family find 5min to kneel together  in prayer and go to sleep. Oh How happy Jesus would be to witness that He would be filled with Joy!
By doing so; our children the future world will see that there is something we need to fear in this world afterall  and fear when they go wrong. No child is born a criminal. Its the surroundings where he grows that nutures him into what he becomes tomorrow.
Lets impart prayers and the fear of our Lord into our Children. Let them learn seeing our good deeds. Sharing a small incident.
One day I was doing a leg massage for mother in law who was tired after her daily chores. My son 4yr old who was playing there saw me. Immediately he did the same to my father in law. The tears of happiness that filled the hearts of us were unspeakable. Yes!  this is what we should impart to our children. Children are innocent we can mould them to good human beings easily by setting an example teaching them about Jesus.
Education is necessary but spiritual growth of children is the most important so that tommorow they do not commit crimes like what happend to my grandma.
Lets pray for the new gen kids who have already lost their way and wandering away from God already building up their sack of sins. Lets pray for their transformation. (Through Divine Mercy Prayer)

Lets pray and set examples for our little  children in our own ways as much as possible.

💐💐A FAMILY THAT PRAYS TOGETHER STAYS TOGETHER💐💐💐

Are you a shadow of America?

2018! Oh wow! What a wonderful New Year!
New Year reminds us of new beginnings new life and rejuvenation!


But ..... STOP ! What is really happening*?
I was shocked at the begining of new year to read a news headlines which read ***Major terror attack averted in Kerala; Landmines found, bid to blow up railway bridge foiled*** exactly on 5 January 2018.
The  details -- The bombs have been seized two days after veteran Communist Party of India (Marxist) leader and Kerala Chief Minister Pinarayi Vijayan lavished praise on North Korean leader Kim Jong-un for putting up a "tough" resistance against "imperialist" America better than Communist-ruled China.   

How many innocent lives would have been killed in this new year if it was not found out???***

We are in era of KILLING

Its high time to think...think..think!*

Aren't we all Shadows of America*?

The technique which America used against Russia during 2nd world war to shatter them and emerge as a super power.*?

Right from my childhood or I would rather say all  of us (* except original American citizens ) crave to go to America.
Its pre-written in our inner minds that  America is the best place; they have the best university; America is the best in each and every sector you take!***

The real story heads back to the time of World War 2 when the world was left with two super powers and America used this technique to induce into the minds of the youth of Russia (USSR) to destroy them and break their unity to finally emerge as the sole super power.
Making the entire World into a fake belief that all others are Shadows of America....
Unfortunately it has continued since then and even we and our new generation kids believe the same. Don't you agree?

In my concept a super power country should be a role model in all stances:~
Having:-****
*zero poverty
*zero unemployment
*works as global goodwill country helping other countries build up economies
* not holding disastrous nuclear weapons
*sense of goodness
*zero crime rates
*zero teenage abortions
*zero child adoptions

Then we can call them super power. Isn't it?
Well The entire world is in a tensed atmosphere of a third world war!
Threats and tweets ! And Nuclear desk buttons!
What the hell..i believe neither america nor korea nor any other country created this wonderful universe! Did they???**
Then why Now!
When the universe; the earth and countries were created was any country declared supreme over another. Was it????*
Then why Now!

The creator is seeing these with pitiful eyes -- at the plight of these ruthless so called leaders making nuclear weapons and getting ready to destroy all beautiful  lives and nature!!

I just close my eyes !!
Nd Pray the creator just sighs!!
And put and END to the evil super powers!
Trust me! He can! He just need one second !
I wish ...I wish  I wish..

Oh My India! Air India!!!!***

A Horrible Flight Experience #Air India AI968# Sharjah To Thiruvananthapuram

We boarded AI968 unusually 45 minutes late from Sharjah International Airport.
The delay in the flight aroused a lot of insecurity as we were all aware about Ockhi cyclones lashing Trivandrum.
As the wheels started rolling down the runway, the cabin crews started demonstrating how to use the life jackets.
In all my previous flights; I never used to give a slight eye to those instructions; but after watching the hindi movie *#Neerja#* my instincts asked me to concentrate more on the safety exits and the life jacket instructions. To my dismay the cabin crew demonstrations were so fast that lay-men like us could hardly make out the exact steps properly.
I closed my eyes and said my prayers *God please keep us all safe throughout this journey. We all have many dreams and families awaiting us at our destinations. Please take care of turbulences especially the ones caused by the cyclones*
As it was 45 minutes past twelve I was drowsy and fell off into a short nap..shortly i opened my eyes to realize that i was sweating and feeling suffocated unable to breathe properly.
The flight was high up in the air but it was damn hot..all people were restless and the cabin crews were running here and there. I thought something was wrong but after 15min the cooling came back.
Then the crews started serving soft drinks; beer and liquor.
I took for myself a glass of 7up and the man beside me took one can of beer then in two minutes he gulped it and took more again.i was wondering whats wrong with this person.
In 10minutes the crew approached us with black garbage backs to collect the glasses. My 7up glass was almost over but 1/4 was left which I couldn't finish as I was full and uneasy.  The airhostess gave me a nasty look and said you have to finish this.!!!
I remembered myself instructing my son to finish his cup of milk.!!!
I felt so awkward and i explained to her calmly i don't need more its enough. She did not take it instead she said keep it with you. gave a nastly look and said keep the cup with you. And the same thing happend to the man who consumed the beer she ordered him to finish the can.
Then after 5minutes dinner was served  and later lights went off and we went to sleeping mode.
I was trying to grab a sleep when again the cooling went off and we all began sweating! Then the man who drank three bottles of beer was hitting at the ac outlet above the head and the worst ever could happen (as I feared) he vomitted all over the seat and himself..i jumped out and called the crew. They were least bothered and just passed on a cover for him to vomit..they were not even bothered to clean up the mess or about the fellow passengers.
And the flight was smelling pretty bad.
There were families with new born babies also flying with us. What an unhygenic situation anyone can ever imagine of!
Then the hot temperature inside the plane.
I felt that I was trapped inside a garbage bag unable to escape. I wanted to shout and scream my heart out. But I just prayed and held on.
The seat belt signs turned on as there was turbulence due to  cyclone.
My heart clinged. OmG! I was going to meet my 4 yr old boy after one year what if something happend to the flight and i would never be able  to see him ever again. Tears rolled onto my face.
I stood firm in my prayers and closed my eyes and just waited for the landing. Finally it was landing time. We hit the runway! It was raining heavily and the ground was so slippery due to the rains. My heart was still beating faster. Then we slowed down the captain thanked all the cabin crews staff etc.
But he forgot to mention one name.
*THANK GOD**
 Anything could have happend in the nick of a second. He didnt thank God. I felt very bad. I wanter to grab his microphone and announce:
THANKS to God on behalf of all the passengers for reaching us safely at our destination. When I got out of the flight and I felt so relieved. I had never experienced a trip like this before.

My humble request to all aircrafts round the world.
Kindly stop serving alchoholic beverages to the passengers on board.
There are many cons for it:
(1) persons consuming them create a mess of themselves and for fellow passengers
(2) in case of any emergncy landing how would these people save their lives when they are not in their senses?*
(3)During a  flight journey 100% of the time we are in a sitting position so digestion is difficult so its always well and good to keep stomach light .

And last but not the least all flight announcements should call the name of God before take off and should Thank God after landing.

Tons of Gratitude!

There was a man; a father of three sweet girls and a lovely wife who went on a vacation to India during a hot summer at Kuwait in the year 1990.
They landed at India on July 31; 1990.
After two days full family was devastated after hearing the news through the radio :- that Iraq invaded Kuwait. (2 aug 1990).
A middle class family with three little children left with absolutley nothing underwent through shockwaves with a very tiny hut to live in.
This man didnt breakdown. He hid all his fears and began life from a 0 level.
The way he faced his life and caught back life into a track often inspires me when I am down in tears and struggling.
Its none other than my dear father.
I owe you gratitude beyond words dear PAPA.!

TRANSFORMATION OF THE WORLD FROM UNEDUCATED TO EDUCATED - BUT ALSO FROM HEART FULL TO HEARTLESS!!

Motivated by the #Dubai Fitness Challenge#; Myself residing at Sharjah decided to spend 30 minutes on walking daily. Last day; I was walking hastily across the SHARJAH – DUBAI border where I saw some police cabs stationed in the deserted area just before the footbridge. And a huge crowd of people had gathered there. I feared some accident must have taken place and slowed my steps down.  I was trying to figure out what was happening.

After few seconds my heart sank. Beside the police jeep were some boxes full of fresh vegetables and fruits . The vendor was not there. I guessed it. He must be inside the jeep.

Shocking part was when I saw the happy faces of well-dress executives and make up worn faces grabbing hastily at those veggies and fruits as though they won a LOTTERY (as if Santa Claus left a package of gifts for free ). They were not content even when their hands were full .  They were searching for bags and covers to grab more. Pathetic educated working class people.

Yes I agree ! It was illegal for that person to sell vegetables and fruits at a non-registered place!  But maybe he was illiterate.  He couldn’t afford to get a job. There are millions of jobless people in UAE. He would have taken a lot of effort and hard work for doing this, Maybe he was starving that he had to find some way to make some money for food. He sought a way to survive.

But what hurt me the most was the plight of the other people!  Heartless Merciless ! How could they just like that be so happy on the sweat of some others? They were going to dine the tears and sweat of a poor soul who was still out there in distress.

Did anyone who grabbed those veg and fruits think in one or other way to help that man who was caught or to guide him or help him in finding a job or a support?  Never because they were so happy to get something for free.  Selfish educated beings!

Pathetic I cried my heart out silently. Tears came in to my eyes and started rolling nonstop! I wanted to go and talk to the police and tell them to let him go but it was against rule!  I wanted to help that man by giving some money but I myself was struggling for money.  A moment in my life I felt so helpless and tied up.  I cried and prayed to God to take care of that vendor.

IMAM or HARAM?

An incident happend today at my work place which left me bewildered with a heavy heart and wierd horrible headache...

I felt i need to share this to the public as an awareness..

I was having lunch with my colleague at the mess room in the yard area behind our office.

The Imam of the nearby mosque normally comes daily to dine @ our office yard messroom.
*** An Imam (/ɪˈmɑːm/; Arabic: إمام‎‎ imām, plural: أئمة aʼimmah) is the name of an Islamic leadership position. It is most commonly used as the title of a worship leader of a mosque ).

There was another elderly employee of our company a chacha who was also dining there.
This chacha commented something to the IMAM. (In a funny manner...but something which the Imam didnt like)

The IMAM immediately jumped from his place removed his slippers in an action to beat the elderly person fiering with rage.
Moreover whatever words that were coming out of his mouth were cheap and fully indecent hindi words abusing the chacha.
For a moment I was shocked! !!
I couldnt believe my ears or my eyes.

The chacha also felt angry and they both were almost literally fighting holding hands.

A worship leader or an imam is supposed to be the leader who should respect others; respect fellow beings; correct the people following wrong path; respect the people having food with him; moreover respect women and the surroundings.

It is justified as a human anyone can get angry. The chacha is almost the age of the imam's father.
He should have shown respect and even if the comments hurt him he could have spoken softly and made him understand that what he was saying what not right rather than behaving this way.
I can't beleive that the UAE govt.is paying huge salary; good accodmmodation and free food for this kind of ruthless imams.
With the same toungue they praise Allah on the other side they are doing this..

I respect all religions but this act by an worship leader is very unacceptable. Religions should not be manipulated in this way.
I was shocked and still not out of it totally.

A normal human being would have behaved in a far better way  than this IMAM who acted just  like a local street goon.
Its a pity that people go to the same mosque where this Imam recites the holy Quran.

God please forgive these people as they do not know what they are doing !!!!

Feeling so upset..! Heavy hearted!-- 13.09.2017

My Plastic Pot of Fishes

My Plastic Pot of Fishes

It was my first day of work and I found something strange!. NOBODY in the office smiled to each other. All faces  looked like they were carrying 100kilo bags of hatred and enemity that prevented them to smile.
I 'm normally a happy go lucky kind of girl. I cherish childhood and by God's blessing I have got a bright smile (Birth Defect may be!). I don't like seeing others gloomy nor do I like to sit myself.
I really felt a lot suffocated adjusting to the new atmosphere of unsmiley and rude faces. I just walked around my cabin area. Moved up some shelves here and there . I found a window which was closed for years with a curtain. I pushed the curtain blinds and Opened up the window  there came in some sunshine and some breeze. On one corner of a cupboard I found a small plastic pot containing 2 small plastic fishes. One colored orange and another blue. I named the orange my name . I filled in some water in the pot. And removed the rusted batteries on the bottom and put new batteries and there...the fishes began to dance in the water. At one glance; anyone would suspect they were live fishes.
And i kept this pot right in front of me.
The light from the window which was closed for ages and the dancing of the fishes brought some happiness and positivity within me.
The office is visited by suppliers and customers daily.
Every one visiting our entrance counter would be awed by this fish and would smile and ask me many questions..
Wow! its so nice ..? How does it work.!
Its so cute..! Where did u purchase it from.?
One day I forgot to turn it on! The Aramex courrier boy who regularly visits our office said to me:: -**Oh!  Mam please turn it On! It looks nice when they are alive and dancing it makes us even feel happy to see them on a tough sunny day. I visit 100's of offices around daily but never have I seen such a beautiful thing.!**** I smiled and replied "sure" and turned it On!

Many of the staffs passing by my cabin started to smile and say wow did we actually have a window over ther??!!!
We have never seen it in our entire lives..
It looks so bright now..!
People started talking smiling whenever they passed by me. I felt good to finally see some smile. Some asked about the fish some about the window.! At least they smiled.

After few months; my boss came out of his cabin and he was searching some documents from a file located beside me.
He said hey you...close that window..you are letting all the flies in!
And he looked at the pot of fishes that were dancing in my table for a moment and he said : It's annoying!!**(those fishes make a tick tock sound).

I was like 😊 and became😢.! I closed the windows and switched off the fishes. They went back to their dead state. And my smile too faded away.....

Now i realized why all the people in this office were looking like bulldog faces.

Because if the person(light) who leads you (manager or management) is bright and  smiling; and  encouraging we can have a ton of  bright ; smiling; positive and energetic followers/team/staff else it will be the other way round!**